Ugh, I am filled with such dread.
Each day of this god awful training just drags along, and goes slower than the day before. It's utterly mind numbing. I pop dexatrim like candy, just to get through it all. I find myself wondering if I'll actually be able to make it through this week.
And then there's the minor detail that all my perseverance may be in vain. I re arranged my schedule for next week so I could get home and get to the second bus I have to take before they stopped running, changing the schedule from 3-9 to 1-7. Well, I checked the schedule, and the first bus I have to take doesn't get to the transfer spot until about six minutes before the second bus I have to take, and the first bus is routinely at least five minutes late. So I am running a very good chance of missing my transfer. Arrgh. This place is so damned hard to get to. It's so hard to get around without a car. I really should have gotten some bullshit job either at the Target up the street or downtown, where I only have to take one bus to get there.
The place still drives me nuts. Not as bad as the day before, but still bothersome and a tad bit overwhelming, with all this detailed financial information and terminology and whatnot that I have to know.
I got an email yesterday for everyone who hasn't given to some fundraising thing, saying there were three days left to give. I hate crap like that. I'm not adverse to donating to causes that I particularly care about, but I hate when it's mandatory and that I have to give to one on a list of pre-decided acceptable causes for some corporate drive. Grr. So I would rather donate money to my local art museum than some foundation for crippled kids. So I'm a cold human being, so what. That's my business and I don't like the company telling me who I have to give money to. Especially when I haven't even been there long enough to receive my first paycheck.
Well at least my Michigan ID arrived, so I can finally apply for school.
And I dreamed that Wednesday was turned into a rooster...
It's gonna be a weird one...