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Damn. So now it's raining. Prayed for rain for days...
It was so close I could almost touch it.
...I'll look down a street, through the rain, and see a world full of opportunities, a world of hope and innocence...
I probably wouldn't mind the no-sleep thing if I wasn't going to have such a crazy day.
I reflect on it and feel bad about yesterday.
--Obviously, I need to move over a few seats.
I woke up at three, with a start, I thought I heard an alarm going off but it was just a dream.
I think I am being too nice in my rehearsal.
I feel like a loud noise and I might shatter like a glass sculpture.
Drinking a cappucino, sitting in Manoogian before my Soc class.
My feet itch.
It's all a giant clusterfuck
Oh well, they can think what they want, I suppose. I'm not going to explain.
Days like today are like being a shark. You can't stop for a second or you're sunk
If you're right about certain vibes, you're right about others...
I need to run away.
Somewhere.
Where?
I have no clue.
September 15, 2003It's like leaving town for awhile and coming back, finding that everyone has moved on in the interim.
Nice, and kind of surreal, but very much like an echo chamber.
I kinda misspoke.
It's not exactly that I couldn't hang...
"Bring It On" came on the stereo. I flashed back to New Orleans and I then remembered how life felt back then and started to cry...
God, Social Psychology depresses me.
September 18, 2003I was going somewhere with that.
This afternoon, my world became beautiful.
Maybe, first, I'll brave the bees and go to Avalon.
September 20, 2003Mmm,Bavarian pretzel.
I rationalize and I rationalize and I rationalize...but I still have no idea what's going on...
I finally got it.
I must be doing something right.
September 21, 2003It's weirdly overcast today.
Anyhow, my ethics taunt me but they also entice me...
September 24, 2003Time passes like an inchworm and flickers erratically like a David Lynch film.
Things are too big inside my head.
Apparently, the power is out in Italy.
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