September 1, 2003

Damn. So now it's raining. Prayed for rain for days...

It was so close I could almost touch it.

...I'll look down a street, through the rain, and see a world full of opportunities, a world of hope and innocence...


September 2, 2003

I probably wouldn't mind the no-sleep thing if I wasn't going to have such a crazy day.


September 3, 2003

I reflect on it and feel bad about yesterday.

--Obviously, I need to move over a few seats.


September 4, 2003

I woke up at three, with a start, I thought I heard an alarm going off but it was just a dream.


September 5, 2003

I think I am being too nice in my rehearsal.


September 7, 2003

I feel like a loud noise and I might shatter like a glass sculpture.


September 8, 2003

Drinking a cappucino, sitting in Manoogian before my Soc class.

My feet itch.

It's all a giant clusterfuck


September 9, 2003

Oh well, they can think what they want, I suppose. I'm not going to explain.


September 10, 2003

Days like today are like being a shark. You can't stop for a second or you're sunk

If you're right about certain vibes, you're right about others...


September 12, 2003

I need to run away.

Somewhere.

Where?

I have no clue.

September 15, 2003

It's like leaving town for awhile and coming back, finding that everyone has moved on in the interim.


September 16, 2003

Nice, and kind of surreal, but very much like an echo chamber.

I kinda misspoke.

It's not exactly that I couldn't hang...


September 17, 2003

"Bring It On" came on the stereo. I flashed back to New Orleans and I then remembered how life felt back then and started to cry...

God, Social Psychology depresses me.

September 18, 2003

I was going somewhere with that.

This afternoon, my world became beautiful.

Maybe, first, I'll brave the bees and go to Avalon.

September 20, 2003

Mmm,Bavarian pretzel.

I rationalize and I rationalize and I rationalize...but I still have no idea what's going on...

I finally got it.

I must be doing something right.

September 21, 2003

It's weirdly overcast today.

Anyhow, my ethics taunt me but they also entice me...

September 24, 2003

Time passes like an inchworm and flickers erratically like a David Lynch film.


September 27, 2003

Things are too big inside my head.


September 28, 2003

Apparently, the power is out in Italy.




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