October 1, 2003

I'm angry and I want a punching bag.


October 2, 2003

Bitter spite only goes so far. Then the adrenaline wears off and you crash.


October 6, 2003

Someone finally got it right.

And I don't care if nobody believes me.

But enough already.


October 9, 2003

At least today I said something quasi-intelligent in class.


October 10, 2003

They've assured me there's sentiment and success will come in fluctuations.


October 13, 2003

"It's all a lie, it's nearly dead, it's in our heart, it's in our bed" (afghan whigs)

--or something like that at any rate.

Desperately trying to recapture that feeling but to no avail...

October 14, 2003

Anyhow I think the bus is symbolic of autonomy and my sense of independence.


October 17, 2003

I don't know where to begin...


October 20, 2003

Dreams...replaying the other day...

But I woke up before the man in his dream could give me his advice.

Why does my life keep spiralling further and further into a pit of suck?


October 22, 2003

Lately, stuff just doesn't want to stay in my long term memory. I don't know what it is.

October 23, 2003

This fall is downright Lynchian at times but mostly in a good way...I mean in that Twin Peaks/Wild at Heart/Blue Velvet way, as long as it doesn't become in the Lost Highway/Mulholland Drive way, I'm fine with it...

October 25, 2003

I'm totally powerless and gullible.

A bad combination.


October 29, 2003

Um, that's mean...

Had a thought but lost it.







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