November 1, 2003

Yeah, you really don't know what anyone is thinking 90% of the time.


November 2, 2003

(Why do I always lose epiphanies...?)


November 3, 2003

asswipes.

That place has been annoying lately.


November 4, 2003

I was throwing up violently and I have this bad cough.


November 6, 2003

I was just getting out of the shower and...

Besides, it's irrelevant.

November 8, 2003

--That was kind of intense, actually.


November 10, 2003

I feel vindicated.


November 11, 2003

But yeah, I doubt that's me.


November 12, 2003

(...Now that takes me back.)

I've always been a freak....

...about being reliable.


November 13, 2003

If anything,I'm excessively individualistic.


November 16, 2003

There's a hole inside my stomach and it's sucking out all sense of human decency,all faith and hope and belief in anything at all

November 17, 2003

Oddly enough, social psych lifted my spirits today.


November 18, 2003

Foggy, and too much to do.

I searched years for this...I knew that stuff inside out...


November 20, 2003

Depressed.

And sneezy.


November 23, 2003

Strange dreams of one thing that morphs into another.

What sucks is the gradual decline.

I don't talk about chaos magick in class...why do Christians have to talk about Jesus?


November 25, 2003

Ugh. I am weary of this industry.


November 29, 2003

It sent me back to where I was, way back when, in Kalamazoo.

"I knew I should have taken that left turn at Albuquerque"; that I've just gone further and further away from myself, every move eastward has me further and further away from my SELF, enmeshed in this whole EXISTENCE that I don't want or desire...





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